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Well...... [May. 18th, 2005|10:12 am]
sweetlove58
WELP! Things seemed to be getting better. Then all of the sudden it all shot down again. It's nothing with Joe and I, because we are great. We couldn't be better. But, everything else is just going so bad right now. We just had to put my FAVORITE dog Cody down the day before yesterday. I loved that dog and now he's gone...makes me REALLY sad. But, what can I say....? So yeah, then yesterday afterschool, I went over to Joe's house and come to find out they have to be out of their house by 12A.M tonight. It's fucking nuts. I cannot believe that the guy that owns the house is a freaking dick. Makes me soooo mad. I don't understand how they are going to do all that. It really starts me thinking....it's really upsetting....I don't understand how someone cannot just give them a week to be able to do everything and they would have been out, but no he's a TOTAL ass and he doesn't even care. But, yeah anyways....I think that I need to get going. I haven't updated this thing in awhile so I thought I would. I'll catch ya'll later. Seeya.

<3Whitney
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(no subject) [Apr. 13th, 2005|12:23 pm]
sweetlove58
Well. Things are going a little bit better. Joe and I got to talk yesterday. After school, I went to his house, I love him and everything but he's going to have to try a little bit harder or Im going to be done with him. He's doing pretty good so far. Hes not bitching a lot, he's being nicer, sweeter, everything. But I hope that it stays, if not, Im done and Im going to move on, definitly......I dont know what else to do about it. Well, hmmm anyways, Rory and I are best friends, everyone, STOP TALKING SHIT, that's all we are, gosh...lol. Well, hm, I think that I should get going, I love you all, seeya.
<3Whitney
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...: :o( :... [Mar. 28th, 2005|09:31 am]
sweetlove58
Well, as usual, we are always fighting. About something, it doesn't matter if it's about a fucking dog, we will fucking fight about it. Im sick of fighting all of the time. I'd rather be single and agure with my mom and dad. I hate fighting with the person that I love. Its not the thing that I want to do. It's not the lifestyle that I want to live. I hate it. Considering that he can do and hang out with whoever he fucking wants to. But, when I hang out with Nicholas he gets all pissed off and hates me for it. Im sick of trying to make our relationship better. It sucks having a boyfriend that is like this too. I love him more than anything and to tell ya'll the truth, it would suck if I lost him, but gosh dang, I can't stand all of this fighting shit. I dont understand why we can't just get along for once........It makes me so upset that we are always like this. The only time that he's nice to me is when we are at his house...it pisses me off. In a way, that kinda shows me something, right now. I dont know if all he wants is sex or what, but thats what it seems like...I dont know. I've never confused right now, as long as we are together, I want to be able to go to him to talk to him about things and also I would love to be able to just cry on his shoulder whenever Im upset...I dontunderstand. Im going. Bye.
-Whitney-
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Oh Wow [Mar. 24th, 2005|08:44 am]
sweetlove58
LOL--Well sorry about those last comments that were in my last entry, I deleted them already. Only because I dont want my LJ to be filled with stupid shit. Dumb people need to stop getting on here and putting stuff on here, theres a difference between putting your feelings and putting stupid shit on there. It makes me so mad. I mean, I dont have a problem with Rory putting stuff on there, only because ya know, he needs to put his feeligns on here, somewhere. So, I dont have a big probelm with him putting somethings on here. SO, RORY, dont worry about what you put, because I understand. I dont mind you putting things on this. But, thanks for expressing your feelings. ANYWAYS.....I have to get going. I LOVE YOU SWEETIE!
*-*Whitney*-*
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OH MEH!!! [Mar. 21st, 2005|08:27 am]
sweetlove58
LOL. Well, things are starting to get a little better. I realized that I dont need Joe in my life anymore right now. Yes, I love him more than anything, but to tell you the truth I cant deal with it anymore. I guess, Im giving up.....Im going to move on and see what happens with all that. I cant believe that Joes and I's relationship had to end like this, but after what we both did to eachother, it made me realize that I dont need him in my life right now. I dont understand why I stuck around, not at all. The only thing that I can think of is because I loved him so much, Joe was my frist everything, I just couldnt let go of him....but....I guess. Nevermind, everything will just have to go as planned. Im going to try my hardest to get off of him and just let go, we have to talk more in 3rd hour today, which might do a lot better. Im trying, lol, its going to take a while. But, Im sorry that I have to rap this up because Im in 1st hour right now and Mr. Blackmer is making me get off. So, I'll catch ya'll later. I'll try to write in here more later. Thanks...see ya later. I LOVE YOU ALL!

-Whitney-
!Rory---Thanks for everything, you've helped me alot. Im always here for you sweetie. I LOVE YOU!
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WOW [Mar. 17th, 2005|09:11 am]
sweetlove58
Hm, I haven't wroten in here in a while. I've been too busy with Xanga and now Im grounded so I cant get on to do anything, except my homework. Which sucks and is pretty freaking gay..lol. Yah, well, Joe and I broke up because I did something completly stupid, we just got back together on Tuesday. Im sooooo happy that we are back together though. I Love Him With Everything. I cant believe that he took me back. Im so freaking happy. Oh yah, and Rory and I arent friends anymore, hes REALLY pissed off that Joe and I are back together, I lead him on and used him. Fuck that shit, I didnt do either of those. Fuck him, lol. I dont even care anymore. Yeah, it would be cool to be friends with him still and everything, we could even still hang out, but whatever its bullshit that he doesnt even want to do that. I dont want a relationship with Rory, at all. Hes too good of a friend to do that. It would mess everything up if we were to get together, get into a BIG fight and then break up, fuck that. Im not going through all that shit. He just doesnt understand either. Another thing that I think that he is, is hes WAY too freaking pushy and clingy, he was always wanting to be around me, CONSTANTLY, I didnt really mind it for like a day or two, but after a while, it drove me FREAKING NUTS. Joe and I arent always around eachother, as much as he wanted to be...It was alright though, theres nothing that I can do about it now, we grew up together, I loved Rory, he was my bestfriend, now we arent even friends, it freaking sucks, he hates me. But, whatever, Im not goign to argue with him about it either. OH WELL, I have to go. I'll catch ya later. I Love You All...seeya

-Whitney
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(no subject) [Feb. 23rd, 2005|08:35 am]
sweetlove58

Well-my dad is an asshole...let's put it that way.....I hate him. He's a freaking jerk. Why does he always have to be like this? There's NO sense in it...I dont understand it anymore.....Whatever dude. I dont even want to go home tomorrow afterschool today, there's nothing that I want to go home to. I defently DON'T want to go home to have to deal with my dad because I swear to God I will kick him in his freaking face. Im sick of his shit. He always has SOMETHING to say. NO MATTER WHAT IT IS. I HATE HIM........UGH! Whatever....anyways. Yesterday was an okay day, I went to the game and everything.....it was all good. Joe and I kinda were in a little fight........AS USUAL! There's obviously something that I need to do about it....but I dont know what to do. Obviously, because Im still stuck on his stupid butt. I dont even understand why I keep trying. Whatever. ANYWAYS.

Im going to go........seeya!  

.:.Whitney.:.

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.:.I Love You Joe.:. [Feb. 14th, 2005|12:19 pm]
sweetlove58

Well-Things are a little bit better. I guess. Joe and I didn't really talk all weekend. The last time I talked to him was on Friday, after school. But, today I got to talk to him for like 20mins and that was it. We are okay. Im kinda glad that we didn't talk over this weekend. It let me clear my mind and think a lot of stuff through. I was really seriously was thinking about breaking up with him. Im glad that we didn't though. I didn't want to lose him again. Im happy now, just the way things are. Man Man.

Anyways.....

This Friday we have a home game and a dance...Im going with Joe...it should be sooo much fun. I can't WAIT. Im going to love it. Joe and I are going to spend lots and lots of time together...I CAN'T WAIT. Whooop. lol. Yeah, there's nothing else that I really can talk about. So, I think that Im going to go. I Love You All!

.:.Whitney.:.

I LOVE YOU JOE

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(no subject) [Feb. 14th, 2005|08:35 am]
sweetlove58

*Hey*It's VALENTINES DAY* .Y.a.Y. Im in school right now...Kayla and I are in the libary, we had to take a test for Mr.Blackmer....lol. Greatness, so we decided just to get on the computers. We kinda cheated on our tests too..haha. We used my book, lol, Im probably still going to fail it, but, ya know how that goes. Yeah, today should be good. I guess...lol. Im going to Joe's house after school. It should be nice, sinces it's Valentines Day and all...hehe!!!:o)Yeah, well, I think that I should be getting back to class here, because I don't want to get into anymore trouble....I'll write in here when I get home later. I Love You All

.:.Whitney.:.

I Love You Joe

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.:.Confused.:. [Feb. 12th, 2005|02:57 am]
sweetlove58

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-Well-Things aren't going too good right now. Joe and I, well, we are fighting. AGAIN. Today in school, we were aruging and he walked away from me and I walked in his classroom and yelled at him and pushed him. Also I told the teacher to shut the fuck up. Which wasn't a good choice but Joe was being a jerk and he didn't need to be like that. I was trying my hardest to make things better and he just turns it the other way and makes it all seem like it's my fault. What did I do? Yes, I broke up with him but we started going back out didn't we? We were broken up for a while and I really do think that it helped the both of us. And he didn't need to be such a jerk about everything either...there was no sense in it. Whatever though. I talked to him like..........20-25 mins after it happened and I hugged him and told him that I was sorry and everything, because to tell you the truth I am really sorry for doing that, I got way out of hand. But, I guess I just needed to cool down before talking to him again....I don't know anymore....I guess we will just have to talk, if that will EVER happen. I really do love him, with EVERYTHING, but like I've already said, we just need to talk before I do anything that I might regret....-End of that-

.:.Anyways.:.

Well, today after school, Nick picked me up. We went and got his check, cashed it and went to get gas. Then after that we went to BurgerKing, ate there and sat there for a while talking to Andrew and Dino. It was fun. Then we went back to my house and sat here till about 4:30 and then went and picked up Kayla. Then went to the game...it was fun. I loved to see all my Watervliet friends, it was great. Their Winterfest was tonight....I can't believe John H got King...it was soooo cute. And Brianna W got Princess...aw. It was greatness. I wish we would have had our winterfest this weekend again..lol. I had so much fun then..lol. Well, anyways. I came home after the game and my parents were REALLY surprized. It was great. They are going to start letting me do a lot of things with other people now. I can't wait. Maybe I can bulid up my trust again with them, for them to let me go to Joes and hang out with Steph. I don't know how long that is ACTUALLY going to take but I try...lol. Yeah, tonight Nick and Eric wanted Kayla and I to sneak out, but we just all just decided it wasn't a good idea. My sister came home at almost 2 and I didn't feel like getting caught. I defently would be in some deep ass shit if she would have caught me. But, whatever. So, that kinda ruined my night. I was kinda wanted to hang out with Eric. Oh well. Well, I guess it's time for me to get to bed now. It's almost 3 and I don't need to be on this STUPID computer this late..haha. I'll talk to ya'll later.

!Cute!^Here's a new picture of me, I just got my hair cute^!Cute!

:o(I Love You Joe:o(

.:.W.h.I.t.N.e.Y.:.

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